seriously?

thats the dumbest thing i have ever heard.
ugh.
at first i felt bad for you.
then i was worried
but serriously. no more.

good lord.

yea ok

so.
becuase my madre isnt going to spot me that hundred dollars im going to be making next month for working te elections, it looks like i wont be getting any fresh younglie things at windy gap.
effffff.
lol

so.
i think im going to make a list of things i want to spend that 100 and something bucks on.

and this is it.

1. yellow american apparel hoodie
2. print out pictures for the collage on my wall
3.marc jacobs backpack from the marc jacobs store, obviously
4.5 dollar keds from walmart
(yeeeaaaa. ha)
and a few other random things i havent thought up yet.
but it will come to me in time

also, no school for me tomorrow. never thought my madre would actually let me stay home.
cooooooooool.
windy gap tomorrow. im so freakin excited
yayayayayyyyyyy!

indecisive

yup. thats me.

im beginning to not like my hair, again.
i didnt like it.then i did.then i did.now i dont.

im probably one of the most indecisive people ever. but, i have accepted that and im ok with it
ha

annnd. i need a job. im am completely sick of being broke. and yes, i know i keep saying this.but im serious.
its not my fault people never want to hire me, its their fault.
=/

today has been one of the most boring days of my life.
ever. its pretty pathetic. but because i seemed to have lost my cell phone, my madre doesnt want me driving anywhere without a way for her to get in touch with me. so i have been stuck at the house with nothing to do.
until younglife tonight, i dont care. with or without a cell phone, i will be going to younlife tonight. end of story. mmhm
=]



there went my plans to get my hair cut.

i have felt like crap all day today. ugh
this sucks.

wow

so.i was looking at tya's myspace.and there was was a picture of vegas. underneath it is said, home. 11th of July. just seeing that, there being an offiicial date that she will be gone. ugh, it upsets me so much. she has been one of my best friends since like 7th grade, and now all of a sudden she is going to be gone. you would think with all this notice that i would have time to get used to it, to not be upset. but its still only jan, and even just seeing an official date made me cry. I realize that me and her have not been as close as we used to be, but i still consider one of my best friends. I dont like that we havent been as close. but people grow apart, its apart of growing up.
God, im never going to make it at the end of the year when everyone starts going off all over the place. i cant handle this.

i just woke up from a three hour nap. it was probably one of those most amazing things ever. =]
on another note, im still feeling so sick
except now, its not just a sore throat, my nose is stuffy/runny and i keep sneezing. ugh this cold and rain sure isnt helping things either.
tomorrows friday.
i cant wait for the weekend. im not really sure why, i have no major plans. but i really hope i get some.
no school monday.yayy

this is new..

new blog.

now the goal.actually keeping posting in it.
=]