ohnoes

i have been terribly lazy about my reading this year so far.
i cant believe how slack i have been.
But, i am going to get better and begin reading.
personal goal.

theres a new woman who has begun working at the daycare and its become obvious that she doesnt like me and dominique.
and were not really sure why...

...rude.
hah

also, my room was so nice and clean for like a week, max.
and its back to being gross and messy.

ooops.

Statesboro was Fun

picture scavenger hunt around statesboro.project runway.fiddler on the roof.record player searching adventures.party monster.
and staying up wayyyyyy to late saturday.
considering i had to be up sunday at 8.







also, i am too ready for the beach.
TOO READY.
lets go
:D

Your the Wicked Witch

my sister reminded me today of this one time in drama class when we were all told to assign the characters from a play to people in the class
and i completely forgot that this one kid in there had assigned me as the wicked witch!
hahahah
and i remember being like genuinely kinda hurt like..why?
lol

my sister then informed me that she could see people not knowing me thinking i was a mean person, just because im frequently so sarcastic.
psshhhh

IM NICE.
:D

i need to figure out what to do with my life

as many people tend to remind me
and then not shut up about how i have no idea.

its really annoying too.
seriously..nagging me will not make the decision come quicker, it honeslty makes me push it off more and not want to think about it.


BUT, i do think it could be cool to make cakes, like on Ace of Cakes
hah
there are classes you can take for that kind of stuff, and i could open a cake shop for birthdays and wedding and things like that
idk..its an option im not opposed to at the moment

lol

Does anyone even read this?

probably not.

hah

Not Cool

im fairly confident that nick is ignoring me.
and all i wanted was to get my hair dyed
shoot, whatever.

i just need to come up with another game plan.
because seriously, it would cost way too much money to get it done at a hair salon.
i miss this hair

i suppose a hair cut will have to do first off...

Dont you know its gonna be, alright

I am pretty stoked about going to Statesboro this weekend
it has been so long since i have gone and saw Ashley and i cant wait

after talking to kenny at work about him going to Argentina this summer, it made me realize how much i want to go on a mission trip.
even just somewhere here in the US
i need to do some research

im also still on the lookout for a record player
nothing at goodwill, the salvation army, or craigslist.
next up are pawnshops and the flea market
:D

and to end this post, daycare pictures

hmm

i really miss my lighter red hair.
and i attempted to get in touch with Nick to dye it, but he didnt resond.
shoot, i dont have the money to go to a salon and pay for it
too much money, especially considering how much hair i have


also, im still not finished cleaning my room.
i need motivation!

Officially no longer a YL leader

i think its a good decision in the end.

on another note, i am on the search for a record player.
i bought a bunch of beatles records at a yard sale and i want a record player to play them on

because, i just think it would be cool to have
:D

Tough Decision

i think i am going to give up being a Younglife leader.
i dont want to, but i know im not giving my all.

i feel terrible because i am never able to go to the school to meet kids because i work right through the end of the school day

and then when i can do stuff, its usually right after work, when im wore out and just wanna go home.
those kids are tiring.
i just dont have the energy to do it.

I find myself having to literally force myself to go to things and i do not think that its something that you should have to force yourself to do.
I should want to, and while i do honestly want to, i am usually just too tired to have the motivation.
i also really value my time i spend with my family it nights, i love that.
We dont do much, but i really love my family and i have been sacirficing that so much for YL.
i feel like i dont get the time to hang out with my friends as much either
i have something to do with YL at least two nights a week
i see dominique everyday at work, but the rest of my friends i rarely get to see very often.
And to be quite honest, i dont know how i feel about have to set an example.
i mean, i dont do things that are bad really. but i find myself second guessing everything i do thinking, oh is this ok for a YL leader to do? should i laugh at this movie, one of the high schoolers is right next to me.
its just too much
i dont know...i just dont think this is right for me at the moment.


ugh, i dont even know how to go about this. how to quit.
or even who i need to tell.
the area director Scott?
or just my club leader Bess?
would it be terrible to do this on the computer?
because i really want to end it like asap
and i have plans for the weekend so it would be difficult to meet up with someone.

ugh, just so much to think about

SUCCESS

well not quite yet.
im cleaning my room and it is coming along quite nice.
looking pretty good, and pretty clean

for a change.

and now tomorrow is friday
thank goodness
:D

Geeez

i need to clean my room
like really clean it

i frequently go around it and make it look decent, but i havent like for real cleaned in such a long time.
and i think it shows.

i have got such big plans for my room
i want to rearrange the furniture in it
i want to add in a chair
Mostly i want to get rid of all the CRAP i have just sitting around
im a packrat and never want to get rid of anything, just in case of the slight chance i happen to need that at some point.
Current Goal, stop doing that.

Attention Economy, no worries, im here.

oh my goodness
i have spent soo much money over the past couple days.
i went last night and spent like sixty something while i was with dominique
and this morning, i went and spent another sixty something.

Plus, i still plan on going and trying for the last time tonight to find a dress for Easter tomorrow.
oh jeeeez.
hah

i dont know about anyone else, but spending that amount of money in a matter of days is a huge deal for me.
lol

What a Let Down

i found today on Craigslist a set of tickets for saturdays Flight of the Conchords show for only $200 for the pair.
which is really good
considering how expensive they were originally, and how decent the seats actually were.
i texted dominique immediately and we were both like "yes! lets do this!"

then it hit us that we wouldnt be able to go
on such short notice neither of our parents would allow it
also, i completely forgot that sunday is easter.
and the show is so late, we would have had to stay the night.
a definate no go for me.

What A Let Down







and BTW
yes, Monsters Vs Aliens was amazing!
i pretty much loved it.
although the daycare went to West Side Cinemas and it wasnt in 3D.
bummer, but good nonetheless

too excited

for work tomorrow.
going with the kids to see Monsters vs. Aliens
:D

its getting RAVE reviews btw.
hah

This is a pleasure to watch for everyone.

Dazzling colors, winning characters and energetic visual effects all work in concert, with the 3-D animation serving to intensify the experience.


Pure, light entertainment.

Overall, I found Monsters vs. Aliens to be a surprisingly entertaining film, with clever and witty dialogue, as well as terrific action


haha

today at work however was soo long.
i was there from 10 to six in the baby room all day.
it wasnt bad, i love being in the baby room.
just long
i dont go in until one tomorrow
i get to sleep in

Slappin the Bass

i went to see i love you, man with Lisa, Bess, and Mary Cameron.
and ohman it was soo funny.
and...so awkward. ha
one of those, like extreme second hand embarrassment things hah
and, i was pretty excited to see so much andy samberg going on in it.

Diva is a Female Version of a Hustla

i have been enjoying myself as of lately.
YL is going good.
work is going good.
everything is going good.

now im just waiting on something to go bad. ha

i swear, the kids at the daycare just get more and more funny as the days go by.
but i seriously find myself wanting to just stay in the baby room.
Not that the afterschoolers are so terrible, its just in comparison to the babies, they are much more of a handful.
still, they say some of the funniest things ever.

these babies get me so bad