wow

so.i was looking at tya's myspace.and there was was a picture of vegas. underneath it is said, home. 11th of July. just seeing that, there being an offiicial date that she will be gone. ugh, it upsets me so much. she has been one of my best friends since like 7th grade, and now all of a sudden she is going to be gone. you would think with all this notice that i would have time to get used to it, to not be upset. but its still only jan, and even just seeing an official date made me cry. I realize that me and her have not been as close as we used to be, but i still consider one of my best friends. I dont like that we havent been as close. but people grow apart, its apart of growing up.
God, im never going to make it at the end of the year when everyone starts going off all over the place. i cant handle this.