=/

cant sleep again.
and i havent even been sleeping in.
i set alarms and make myself wake up.
so what the heck?!?

Michael Buble

Marry Me?



hahaha

oh how i do love this man
=]

Merry Christmas

me and my family opened our christmas presents at midnight last night.
for no reason except we were all awake and we just decided to go ahead and get it done.
hah
i have the best parents who got some pretty awesome christmas gifts

and now is the boring part.

where i tell everything i got

skip this if you'd like

hah..

i got a yellow ipod nano

a huge framed beatles picture

2 pair of jeans

a kathy van zeeland purse

a betsey johnson purse

a purse with an owl on it

john and kate plus 8 seasons 1+2 on dvd

john and kate plus 8's book Multiple Blessings

Mama Mia

an amazing skirt

brigdet jones:Edge of reason

and

a black peacoat

=]

i think thats all of it

my sister also got me some great gifts

a wicked(as in the broadway play, not wicked awesome!, althought it is wicked awesome..hah) planner, a wicked(same..) puzzle, and high school musical on dvd!

all of which make me sound like such a geek..oh well =]

oh, and my aunt my got me a super nifty container thing made of a liscense plate. its really cool

ok, im done. lol

now, just because

here are some super cute kids from the daycare

=]

Life in general has been going really good here lately.
like really good.
apart from a few minor ridiuclously stupid things that is

but i really just didnt let them even affect me
so, i have not let them get me down!
hah

i am still really loving work
i dont get annoyed and feel like i dont want to go
because while those kids can get crazy, they are too funny and that really makes up for the bad.
most of the time anyways
I have to work christmas eve, and if it was any other job, i would probably be pissed about having to work
but i dont even care
we get to wear pajamas, there will not be too many kids considering it will be freaking christmas eve, were gonna all have hot chocolate, and i think that were going to watch the polar express.
cool cool =]

Also, my mom is on the verge of letting me get my nose pierced.
and i really want to
She has pretty much said yes, its just a matter of her
"thinking about it"
blah blah, i want my nose pierced!

christmas is in like 2 days!!
ohshooooooot.
:D

You can have whatever you like...within reason...

this weekend was so much fun

i really love going out to statesboro and being with all of the people there
they are so much fun and i am really beginning to make some pretty great friendships with these people
i love that we sat on the floor for like an hour and a half last night making up new lyrics to the song Whatever you Like by T.I.
sooooooo funny
kinda sad i had to come back to savannah
but, i have work and christmas!
=]

the plans

Well
im going into to work early again today, which im pretty excited about
all these extra hours are extra money
sweeet

after work, me and dominique are going to help Deana with the Pre-k christmas play
which is pretty adorable by the way

then, im heading out to statesboro to stay with ashley
and sat night is eva and roberts party
=]

Sun morning, im going to head home
go to church
and then Sunday after noon im hanging out with my cousin and my half sister
this should be a really good weekend
:D

i have a really strong feeling

there are going to be people gettig upset with me in the next few days.
hah

i have a good feeling about this

my cousin came and spent the weekend with my family.
it has been quite a while since i saw him and it was so great to see him
Well, he has promised to continue coming around and visiting
to continue coming to church
and not dissapear again
he said he would come wed
and even made plans with my and my sister for after church on sun.

me and him were so close when he used to live with us
so im really hoping that he lives up to his promises
i do have a good feeling this time

Friday?

i basically went throught the entire day just about thinking that it was Friday
when it was in fact, only Thur.
i hate when i do that
i feel like such an idiot
hah

i also somehow lost the my dvd of the Rocky Horror Picture show
and i have been in the mood to watch it for like a week
i have the case, but the actual dvd is completely missing
i dont understand what could have happened
so i downloaded it off limewire until i can find it.
hopefully.

also, i need to dye my hair really bad.
itsGROSS.
but im still undecided which way i want to go with it
darker, or lighter
i suppose darker for the time
considering its winter

Come with me Now on a Journey Through Time and Space

Sorry about that. im sure my tiny obsession is quite annoying lol

Well, it turns out we are going to be exchanging gifts at my church sunday school party so theres another gift i have to buy
and it has to be unisex on top of that
what the heck can i buy that is unisex?
i dont even know.. maybe i will just buy a gag gift and call it a day
Sounds like a plan to me.

i really want some fruit strawberries.grapes.kiwi.some apple.ooooh and plum. ha

Heads Up

Freels is working in the electronics in Target
go on down and say hello!

hahahhahahah
it got me so bad when i saw him
i had to go away in case he saw me and laugh.

Got a large portion of my christmas shopping done
so thats a relief definately

celebrating kendras birthday on friday
sunday school christmas party on sat.
CHRISTMAS IN 15 DAYS.
=]
i freaking love christmas so much
me and dominique were jammin that christmas music at work today

better the second time

i saw Twilight again today after church
and i must say that is was so much better the second time
it was amazing when i first saw it, and then today it was CRAZY awesome haha
Roberts voice/accent didnt bother me like at all the second time
i pretty much enjoyed it 10x more than i did before


that being said
i only got like 3 hours of sleep last night
and i am sooo tired.
im going to try and get to sleep here soon

ohnnoes

Sweeney Todd is Definately in my Top 5 Favorite Movies.
well crap.

hahah

In a nutshell

-i need to clean my room.terrbly.
its a bit ridiculous.

-I Miss my hair being Dark. dont get me wrong, i know my hair is still dark, but it has faded a lot to a bit of a lighter brown.
and while i initially wanted to go lighter, with a bit more of a red color to it.
i think i have changed my mind.

-i need to buy clothes. so i can dress cute.ha i always feel so blah
thats probably because all i own is like t shirts and jeans
sheesh

-Christmas is coming and im finally getting a clear picture on what to get everyone.
for the most part. now i just have to actually do it

For some reason

i just havent felt like writing or anything.
still dont really.
nothing has really happened for me to tell about.
life is pretty boring right now.

But
Christmas is fast approaching and i am the worst procrastinator
i really need to start getting people their christmas gifts.
Yea, i need to get on that

Basically

im really ready to get home.

SO ready.

yayayayayaya

i just got a text from my sister that my dvd's the mighty boosh arrrived in savannah!
i cant wait to get back to savannah!!
hah

im pretty excited
=]

Mexican Train

lets be honest.
that game is pretty freaking fun.
hah
played it for the first time and i love it
even though i have absolutely horrible luck and just do horrible in general.

also, i wish it snowed in savannah, just occasionally.
ya know, once or twice a year.
i really like the snow.
but i dont think i would like having to deal with it all the time.
it would be too much.

thats a long ride

along the ride from North Carolina to Ohio today, we watched the 4th and 5th Harry Potters and it has kinda put me back in my super loving Harry Potter mode
ha

and now i really really cant wait for the 6th movie.
july is just toooo far away!
seriously.

im pretty freaking excited.

North Carolina

currently at the hotel.
but were leaving in just a bit.
headed for Ohio.

pretty bad night of sleep.
one of the worst ever.
seriously.

apparently this is going to be an all day drive.
wonderful
haha
good thing i have my latop with movies and my books
:D

cracker barrel for "brunch" lol
they have amazing pancakes
sweeeet

O-HI-HO.

Leaving for Ohio Tomorrow.
pretty excited.
=]
i just finished packing and im pretty proud.
i think that was record time.
i just hope i havent forgot anything

I have some last minutes things to do.
nothing major
-go buy a new book possibly
-grab some delish snacks
-pack smaller bag with overnight things
-cash my work check
-ReCheck My Bag.i would hate to forget something
-also, i wanna get some good chapstick. im going to need it thats for sure

i really wanted my mighty boosh DVD's before i left for Ohio!

but unless they come tomorrow, it looks like thats a negative.
unfortunately
bleh
=/

My List

i guess i can be a copycat and post my christmas list.



Dont Judge it by the Model Wearing it.
i tried it on in the store, it looks much better on me
haha


Tights!Tights!Tights!








Books!

Christmas Shopping

is the worst.
for real.
i know what im getting Lauren, she isnt hard to buy for.
plus, we already discussed this together. she knows what im getting her lol

Now i need to figure out what to get for Kendra,Dominique,and Ashley.
This is the first year i actually have a job at christmas and can buy people things.
Its pretty exciting.

if only i knew what to get people.

Just..tell me what to get you.
and keep in mind, i dont have an unbelieveable amount of money ha

epiphany

Twilight,I really loved the movie, but something about it bugged me, and i couldnt really pinpoint what it was. Well,i think i figured out what bothered me. It wasnt the awkwardness of it all torwards the beginning, it was even Roberts rather bad accent(i could deal with that), i think it was the lack of the Bella/Edward love in the movie. I guess because it was such a huge deal in the book, and the book dwelt on it so much, i was dissapointed in that aspect of the movie. Yes, they fell in love in the movie, but it was almost an annoying just overnight fell in love. In the book, it kinda progressed over a longer period of time, in the movie, it was like a month. It just didnt seem as real and true in the movie. i dont even know if that makes any sense or not to anyone else. ha i guess that even though i tried not to compare the movie to the book too much, i let it bother me lol
It was still amazing, no matter =]

i unlike Lauren make no promises of no more twilight related blogs.
i just dont know if i can keep that promise
lol


now that im done with that though.
i need to make a list of things i need for Ohio.
-movies i wanna bring
-packing as lightly as possibly, i dont wanna go crazy. haha
-BOOKS.i wanna buy a couple before i go =]
-who knows what else..haha
also, a list of what i plan on getting people for christmas.
Also, a list of who i even plan on getting a present for. haha
yea, i have a job now, but it is not that great of pay.ha
We will see what i can do

i feel like this is a post of weird and complete rambling.
thats probably because it is..

i just need to say

THAT TWILIGHT WAS AMAZING.
:D
seriously, i think me keeping an open mind about this movie really helped me enjoy it as much as a did
i knew going into it that it would never be able to compare to the book, and that many things(pointless things) would be changed.
So, i can definately say i was not dissapointed with it at all.
i just need to go and see it again now! haha

SA-WEET

the YL thanksgiving feast was tonight
it was at this womans house, and let me tell you, that house was beautiful.
we were all sitting around in awe looking at it
and the food, also amazing
i had some of the best banana pudding i have ever had. seriously.
such a good time.
Also, all of us leaders in trainging found out that we get to go to Windy Gap as workcrew in Jan which is pretty exciting
i have done workcrew there before, and it was bam amazing
so much fun



one of the best weekends ever.
im fairly confident it will be just the same this time
=]
Scott informed the group that savannah YL will be going to frontier ranch this summer, and i will offiicially be a leader then, so im really hoping i get to go then too!
ajdsfhdsfim so excited about being a leader! i cant wait until we are DONE with training.

Plus, they gave us all a book.

Mary read it and said it was really good.
so, i dont know.
i will read it once i finish the lovely bones
=]

o hai cutie

im sooooooo excited!

i ordered the box set of the three seasons of
THE MIGHTY BOOSH.

i am soo soo soo freaking excited. like,you dont even know how excited i am.
bes investment ever.
i just wish i knew how long it would be before it got here
i want it now!!
haha


on another note, i was really sleepy today and i fell asleep at like 8
and now, i woke up at 11, wide awake.
what the heck.
when i finally think maybe im starting to get my sleeping schedule normal, i cant even sleep through the night.

so annoying


ps
i forgot so mention, i get to go to Ohio with Lauren!
im pretty excited!!!
=]
hoooorah!

pps.
i got paid thirty bucks to be on tv today.
thats whats up.

CCF Fall Retreat

the fall retreat was soo much fun
there was a bonfire..sorta.
a dance party.
great worship.
scattegories.
flamingo football.
civil war era jokes.
and staying up till 4:45 in the morning.



i must admit i had an absolutely fantastic time.

also, i had mcalisters again =]
hahah
ate that jive today in statesboro.
Thats whats up.

frick

i didnt even get the opportunity to ask about thanksgiving at work today.
we were busy busy busy.
One little boy named John kept making me and dominque things, and then sealing them in envelopes and bringing them to us.
it was so adorable
im getting to know the kids more and more, and some of them are so freaking cute its just crazy.
and some of them are just ridiuclously funny.

besides the new girl working in our room, i really enjoy working at the daycare. But this girl, man she is quite annoying. always yapping on and on about things no one really cares about.
i feel bad, i try and like her, she just makes is pretty difficult hah

and just because i feel like it
i have decided to take it upon myself to every once in a while, inform you fine people reading this about some pretty bam amazing actors not getting the recognition they deserve.
not that it will really matter much. and you probably dont care.
good thing neither do I. =]
Right now, i am bringing up Gale Harold.

Lets be honest with each other, that man is too freakin hot hahah
He was on queer as folk, which i must admit, frequently makes me uncomfortable while i watch. lol But, beyond that, the story was really good and it was such an great show.
Well, what i have seen of it
i kinda became obsessed with the brian and justin relationship.
hahahah
and apparently he is on desperate housewives right now
idk, kinda makes me wanna watch though lol
Im So Lame. :D Why am i so lame?

im a wee bit nervous

today im going to try and ask about getting thanksgiving week off.
im kinda nervous to ask, i know the worse thing that can happen is they can say no, but asking for time off always makes me nervous.
lol
like, for every job i have had, i always got nervous about doing so.
hah im so lame.


anyways.
Pray for me.
me and lauren already are
hahahaha
=]

LITT

tonight at YL leadership, we all sat around and gave our testimony's about how we came to know christ, and how he is in our lives today and what not.
normally, talking to the group like that would have been no biggie
but your testimony is such a personal thing, not like i dont want them to hear it or anything, and mine was one of the tamest of the bunch.
Its just, i feel so vulnerbale sitting there telling this huge group of people im just starting to get to know all about me.

my face was soo red. i could feel it when i was talking.
and i stuttered and messed up a lot ha
oh well. its done and over with.

Ohio?

i might be going to Ohio with Lauren for Thanksgiving this year. Im pretty excited and hope i can.
just have to be sure i get the time off work.
i hope i can!
=]

Also, im going to statesboro this weekend to see Ashley and im excited about that too.
i love going and visiting her

i hold in my hand

my ticket for the midnight release of Twilight.

got that ticket in advance!
hahah
i CANT NOT wait

Like an animorph..but different

Last night was a good night.
The group of people over at kendra kept changing throughout the night.
people kept coming and going
me, dominique, kendra and jon were there all night.
and Jimmy came and left, then connor, then Britt got there then Cody.
We made smores, played some tamagotchi party on kendras Wii, and then deicided to go play pool.
Well, i have never played pool before so needless to say, i was pretty horrible.
I feel for Jon for having me on his team
ha

I have come to the conclusion...

that Jay Baruchel is highly underappreciated.

Its True.
no one even knows who this kid is!
he was in knocked up, and tropic thunder, and nick and norahs infinite playlist.

He's a Winner.
For Real.
=]

no

i just have to be real with you guys

i went to see High School Musical 3 today.
and it was pretty much amazing
hah

i LOVED it.
=]

there is a new character who i pretty much love
Jimmie 'The Rocket' Zara
ha
Watch the movie.
you will understand.

so im lame

and i can quote shrek right along with the movie.
and i love broadway.
and many other countless things.

i think my lameness is what makes me pretty much amazing
hahahaha
i find myself getting called lame so many times, and always by my own friends.
lol
Its a good thing im pretty self confident
or i would take all this pretty bad.
i think i actually take pride in how lame i am.
=]

So, The Halloween Party at the daycare ended up going really good.
and those kids are too adorable, although a couple of their costumes were pretty terrifying.
hah
Brandon is the cutest kid ever. end of story.






Also, i babysat tonight.
the two girl are such girly girls, aka the complete opposite of me.
in the end though, i painted their nails, hlpe then put make-up on, and had a full on photoshoot when they found out i had a camera.
hahaha
They are Pretty Adorable

:D

its halloween
i think my Juno Costume is going to be super awesome
ha

FAIR

Well, the fair ended up kinda sucking.
its was soooo tiny and i ended up feeling sick over like nothing little rides
it was weird
Plus, it was freezing.

Also, if you go, Ghost Pirates is pretty terrifying.
just warnin ya, Well, terrifying if you dont like the dark.
which i dont.
Also, Haunted Mansion scared me too, i screamed like three times.
sheesh
this crazy fair scaring the mess out of me

i like where things are going

Im about to leave for work.
im still not dreading going to work, so thats a positive.
i still enjoy myself and dont mind going every day.
sure, its only three hours, but for anyone who knows me, the fact that three hours a day with kids doesnt bother me, is a real big thing.
hah

Fair tonight and im pretty excited
=]
its been years since i have been to the fair
funfunfun

it aint so bad

today was the first day at the daycare in which it actually felt like a job.
But i can honestly say i dont think its going to be too bad

I've Got It.

why didnt i think of it sooner?
i officially know what i want to be for halloween.

i will be:
Juno!


hah
Super easy.
not a lot of money.
i already have a orange and white striped shirt, jeans, a jacket, and sneakers.
All i need is a skirt to wear over my jeans, a plaid skirt.
=]
Just pull my hair up in a pony tail and im good
Well, good enough for me

if we end up having to dress up in costumes for work, i obviously cant be Juno
lol
so, i will just probably wear my batman shirt and cape and let that be that.
im actually kinda excited for halloween now

is it a squirrel?

Lauren got me the coolest Fox lamp ever.
i mean, its PRETTY sweet.
hah

gossip girl night is basically my favorite night of the week.
end of story.


also, im really craving mcdonalds.
hah
random...

BALLIN

so, i got the job at the daycare.
AND,i may be getting this job at savannah toyota as well.

so long without being able to get one job, now, i may have two soon.
haha

from the impression i got, it would be like
9-1 or so at toyota.
i dont know how much
monday through friay.
subject to change. lol

and then i would be at the daycare from
3:30 to around 6 something.
monday though friday.

That gives me nights and weekends free still which is awesome.
plus, some major money going down.
this being poor business is crap and im looking forward to NOT being poor
haha

And then, when i start school in Jan, i can see if maybe i can take night classes, or possibly give up the daycare at that point.
because i think the toyota job would be better to keep.
i dont know, i got a a little bit to figure this all out.
=]

Things are going good right now.

Well isnt that nice

So, the dinner at mellow mushroom turned out to be a birthday dinner for me
i had no idea it was
ha
Turns out, dominique had already invited Ashley(not even knowing her) to come even before i invited her myself.
And, when i got there, her, kendra, and jimmy had all helped in making me a cake.
Which was super cute
and pretty yummy

NOTE THE ADORABLE JELLYFISH =]
so, besides the fact that mellow mushroom took FOREVER in seating us(apparently, me and ashley were way late..but no later than those who didnt bother to show up! haha),and in getting us our food, the night was all in all a good night i would say.
=]

Thats what im talking about

I have a job.
=]

I will now be working monday through friday For like three hours a day at ABC Childcare.
its not a lot, but thats ok.
Because i will be starting Savannah Tech in Jan, and that gives me the mornings and whatnot for classes, and then the afternoons i will work.
I can deal with that.
Plus, I'll be working with dominique.
We just have to watch out for the creep kids who called us gayfers.
hahah

heyyyyyyyy

im 19!
=]

i just cant stop!!

i keep changing the colors and what not on my blog.
i dont know, but everytime i change it, i like it and then im bored with it the next day
ha
but i really like how i have it now, i think it will stay for a bit =]
Lord, how lame am i? posting in my blog, about how i keep changing my blog.
hahahah
O Well, im lame.Deal with it. =]

my sister got me a kathy van zeeland purse and a twilight movie poster for my birthday
i was pretty excited.
my purse so cute! its goldish/yellow and i love it.
and i think we all know how much i love Twilight, so that poster is bangin!

Tomorrow is my birthday, im gonna be 19.
weeiiirrrrrddd.

i need a book

i have nothing to read.
i suppose i could reread twilight..again.
The movie it coming out in about a month, so i guess thats an option.
eh, my birthday is coming up on Monday
maybe i will gets lots of money that will allow me to buy lots of books
=]


Also, i have a job opportunity that sounds promising
and if i get it, it will be so amazing.
im praying thats for sure.


Dinner at Jalapenos with Jackie and Chelsea tomorrow night
Sat going to my brother in laws company picnic with him and my sister
babysitting Saturday night
and then sunday i have church and my birthday dinner with family


cooolcooolcooool.
im glad to actually gave plans and not just being home...bored.
lol


PS.
Why is Paul Dano so amazing? I just watched the Lifetime Movie "Too Young to be a Dad" in which he plays a fifteen year old who gets his girlfriend pregnant.
i love him so much.
<33333

coooooool

i havent updated in like a week
i havent really had anything to update with
still dont
i just figured i should post in here, considering it has been a week ha

Gossip Girl night with Lauren was fun.
if you ever want a good laugh
just ask Lauren to show you her jazzercising.Its intense. haha

did absolutely nothing today.
slept in.watched tv.messed around on the internet.
However, my mom did buy me like 20 new shirts today, and thats pretty awesome.
especially considering i actually like them
SWEET.


that its...
told you i had no real updates.

Introducing

Hanna Marie Eck.