Oh Hai Sunburn

Hows About you Go away?
NOW.
for realz though, sunburns suck.



But, i have an interview in the morning at Childcare Network.
This is where i reallly want to work.
So many of the kids from ABC are there now, and i need to see them ha
if nothing else, i should get to see them tomorrow when i go in for my interview
:D

well FML

i didnt work enough/earn enough money in 2008

so i apparently dont qualify for unemployment.
its unfortunate but i guess thats just an extra shove for me to get a job soon
even though i had already decided this no working business just isnt for me

OH the pain

I went to Summer Waves today with my church
and oh my heck
i am so BURNT.
it hurts so bad.
D:

but, i had a lot of fun, and it was really just a good day.

ALSO
dominique texted me and told me that there have been a bunch of people looking at the daycare, thinking of buying it and hiring all the staff back on!
ohmygoodness i can explain the happiness that i would feel if this happens.

and i have gone and got my hopes up for this.
PLEASE JESUS.
please.
:D

yeeaaaahhh!

so i found out what those texts from my friend were about.

She was trying to convince her parents to let me go to New York with them!

and happily, i can!
:D

im super excited.
and, while its not in NYC, its the country in New York.
still, its very exciting.
away from the south and its humidity and crazy heat.
FANTASTIC.
ha
also, were going to Niagara Falls which i am super stoked about
yayy!

Hmmm...

:text messages between me and Ashley:

Me "what are you hoping is a yes?" (in response to some twitter updates lol)

Ashley "you will find out soon enough dear ember"

Me "Oh a mystery"

Ashley "Yea pretty much"
"well, more like a suprise maybe"

Me "haha ohh surprises can be fun"

Ashley "Yea, i just hope this one works out"

Me "Well surprises are good, so i hope so too! Whatever it is"

well what on earth...haha
:D

and i cried

oh how i cried today at the daycare.
so much.

well, i cried when Jack left, but other than that i was good.
really.

until i walked into the baby room where dominique was and she was crying her eyes out.
then ohmylanta
i joined in of course
ha
it didnt help either when i ran out to see Ronny before he left with his mom, that while talking to her, the two of us began to cry.
ohmygosh.
its really exhausting, all this crying.

and i still havent eaten dinner.
i need food.
but there is nothing in this house.

on a brighter note

can we take a moment to note the FIERCENESS and HOTNESS that is Mindy Kaling?
Yes?
well alright if you say so
:D



her twitter gets me sooo bad.
she is effing amazing.

RIP

not michael jackson or farrah fawcett
im talking about ABC Childcare.

the daycare is effing closing and im sooo not ok with this.
besides the fact that im going to be unemployed.
there are so many kids im going to miss

i cant really comprehend never seeing this kid again








it seriously is making me cry thinking about it.
D:

is it lame..?

that one of my favortie memories from Younglife is riding on the bus on the way to camp, watching High School Musical, and everyone

literally everyone

was standing and singing the songs together.
It was ridiculous and fun and one of those things that just sticks out in my head.
gah i miss YL so much.

this update is brought to you with thanks from ABC Childcare

basically this is me showing you lots of cute pictures/videos of the kids at the daycare. hah
Them Watching "Shrek" basically makes me giggle nonstop. they are too effing adorable

:D

dinner tomorrow night at Masatos with LauraSue, Chelsea, and Jackie!
im super excited
i havent seen Jackie or LauraSue in i dont even know how long.
too long thats for sure.

my sleeping this weekend has been pretty nonexistant.
i just havent really slept much at all.
which it really unfortunate.
im feeling pretty tired right now, so hopefully i can get good rest tonight

sleepiness averted!

and its thanks for some Vault and me being extremely excited


about thisssss!

Note how excited i look! hahaha


now its ok that i keep buying records.
i actually have something to play them on.
:D

unfortunately there is not a person at my house i can make celebrate with me.
my brother in law is here, but he just laughed and called me a dork.

oh wells.
lol

ohmyheck

i havent slept at all.
im worried the sleepiness is NOW starting to hit me.
at like seven in the morning.
unnacceptable.

and now, im going to with my dad to get the oil changed in my car, and on top of the growing sleepiness im starting to feel sick.
ugggghhh.
whyyyyyyyyy?
lol


i hate the nights when i cant get to sleep.
Boooo.

SYTYCD

yes.
i loooove so you think you can dance.
and i get really excited when i realize its Wed and i get to watch it
hahaha

im so effing lame.
in case you were wondering
Evan is my favorite.
hes a cutie and he digs broadway.

Sometimes Change Works

i really like working in the 3 year old room at work.
there are significantly less kids than the afterschoolers
they are much quieter
they will actually sit down and watch a movie

they are extremely adorable.
Especially this one little boy named Ray Dean.
ha i love that his name is ray dean.

New Ipod

:D

its a very exciting time for me.
no that you can tell from my face
lol

unfortunate things happen

i lost my ipod.
its been gone for a good month
and i have just kinda ignored the issue hoping it would pop up somewhere
unfortunately it hasnt.

So, after many efforts of finally looking all over the place.
everywhere i can think of, its officially gone.
So, im going to buy a new one.
and this time, im going all out.
120gb.
the big whopper that i should never hopefully have to worry about filling up
ha

and im really excited
:D

ugh

fast food three days in a row now.

and i was doing so good.
really.


jeez i eat this crap way too much
haha

i realized today

how much i do want to have a baby.
to get married.



someday.
no time soon.

it was never a big deal to me
i didnt care if i ever got married,whatever.
and i absolutely didnt want any kids.
then, it became yeah i might want a kid
but i DO NOT want to have it myself, i will adopt.

now, i think i would like to have one of my own.
just a revelation
haha

I am

ridiculous.





yup.

seriously.

the amount of movies that just came out/coming out that i want to see is ridiculous.
there are soo many

Up.
The Hangover.
Away We Go.
Land of the Lost.
Night at the Museum 2.
Drag Me to Hell.(dont judge me..i want to see it haha)

and some others that have been out a while..including of course Obessed, because Beyonce is tooo fierce.
:D

posting just to post.

i have become obsessed with kris allen and adam lambert.
soo random, it happened after the show ended
lol

but now i cant stop listening to their american idol stuff and reading interviews/watching interviews and all that jazz that makes me even more of a geek than i already was.
o well





















anywho
a real update.
im at chelseas currently and although we are not doing anything, its nice.
just chilling.
:D
today was succhhh a bad day at work.
when me and dominique went to the afterschool room to set up snack, all of the prescholers were in the room, with snow cones just chilling in our room.
with this huge mess
ohmylanta i was so annoyed ha
and then, when we finally had it all cleaned up, we realized the cooks had screwed up and we didnt have enough snack for all of the afterschoolers.
so we had to scramble to get some chex mix so they wouldnt be starving.
considering they freak out over snack like they havent eaten in years.
by the time we finished we had minutes before the kids started arriving, opposed to the usual 20 minutes or so.
and then, yes, another and then.
a little girl completely threw up all on the carpet.
and i CAN NOT handle throw up.
it grosses me out sooo much.
ew.lol

luckily, i think that im learning to deal with the bad days at work much better.
im getting better at trying to just laugh things off instead of getting annoyed.
or trying to at least.