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I just want go get out of Savannah

meet new people.
not live with my parents.


i want a place of my own to decorate.
a cute kitchen.
a living room.


I want to experience the world.
travel.
not feel so sheltered and clueless here in georiga.

I HAVE A NEW FAVORITE MOVIE

in case you were wondering.

bahhh

i have the placement test for savannah tech tomorrow.
at 10 am, and the paper says it lasts until 3.
oh my heck.

sooo long.
and watch


i bet tonight i wont be able to sleep.
Thats my Life.
lol

i slept for 14 hours

I was awake for like an hour and a half somewhere in the middle of those 14 hours.
Making up for the night of no sleep
lol


im about to be too angry if it keeps raining.
i want to go downtown and shop
the clothing warehouse, urban outfitters, civvies, loose lucys, and all them stores on broughton are calling my name.
i have money now!!
if its keeps raining
that will be two Saturdays in a row that my big plans will have been ruined by the rain.

man what the heck

today was soooo long

So last night my insomnia struck
but not to the point, where im up until like 4 or 5
or even 6

nope, i just didnt sleep.
at all.
And, on top of no sleep.
i was asked to go into work early
at like 9 opposed to the normal time, 1.

long day.
no sleep.
and of course, none of the kids wanted to sleep during nap time.
For the last thirty minutes or so of nap, I was continuously chasing or holding, or just watching this one kid Devon run aroud while other kids slept.
He was being absolutely ridiculous. So bad. But thats nothing new for him hah

Thats him.
And depsite how terrible he is, and that he really does not listen at all.
i kinda love that kid
none of the other teachers understand me.
i dont understand myself
hahah


oh and the best part of the day?
I WAS PEED ON.
yup. a little girl sat right on my lap, and effing peed herself.
so i got to walk around the rest of the day with pee on my pants.
sweet.

i.want.my.hair.to.grow.

im just sayin.
























im beginning to feel like the annoying girls on Americas Next Top Model who wont just shut up about their hair
haha

jeeez

CANT SLEEP. CANT STOP.

Its Already Begun

Pictures from the Daycare

sometimes i wonder how many friends i really have


i say a lot.
but really?
how many?

3, 4?
maybe...

Today felt more like a normal day at the daycare than it has since we opened.
I guess thats just because i was back with the three year olds in the three year old room.

i wish my life was more interesting and i had stuff to write about haha

1st Week Down

the first week back at the daycare is done.
and it was pretty good

pretty easy, but i mean
we did have only like 20 kids
opposed to the like 100 something we had before it closed

I am actually excited for more kids
it was pretty boring at times with like no kids

hmmm
i dont really have anything interesting to say right now
pretty boring week
lol

TWO OF MY FAVORITE THINGS COMBINE

AND END IN THE EPIC LOLS













also, i found these
Chelsea will appreciate them
:D

YEAH YEAH

the daycare is opening back up.
omg i am so excited and soo happy.

Friday.
THIS FRIDAY.
:D

and shoot, we totes get to wear scrubs as uniform now.
which is amazing!
About to be too comfy all day at work




i dont know how much im making
how many hours im working
and i dont even care.
lol

yay

i have an interview on Monday at Childcare Network.
im so excited.
:D

i really hate interviews though, i hope im not too awkward and weird.
i always am though..lol

25 cent more than i made at ABC if i get it, and a lot more hours.
i really hope this works out.
i need a job!

5:22 a.m

and im still awake.
havent been to sleep all night.

i got some reading done.
i lay in bed and listened to music in an attempt to sleep.
i sat on the internet trying to find things to occupy this night
i cut pictures out of magazines for collages
i took down old collages off my wall
i danced around my room in front of the mirror. Because hey, it was 3 something in the morning and i was wide awake. Why not?

Needless to say, i got nothing accomplished.
i should have done something constructive, like packing. or..idk.
something.

Currently Reading:























and its real effing funny so far.
just so you know.

hahaha

i got a bit carried away in that last blog.
oh well


the movie was so good.
i laughed a lot, and i also cried...a lot.

dont listen to anyone else, i really liked and thats all that matters. ha

HARRY POTTER

TONIIIGGGGGHHHHTTTTT.



:D
IM AM SO EXCITED THAT ALL CAPS ARE COMPLETELY NECESSARY.
COMPLETELY.

LOOK AT THIS.
THAT BOY GOT SWINE FLU AND I WOULD STILL GET AT IT.
HAHA

Hello Savannah

well im home.
got back tonight around 8 or so
Had a great week in New York and i was so sad to go.
but of course, i am glad to be back.
im just really wore out now
i slept sooo much in the car on the way back, but man i feel like i could just fall asleep right now

:D

such a short week

Friday is already pretty much here, and we will be leaving Angelica, New York on our way back to Savannah.
this trip was way to short for my taste.

somewhere along the trip, i seem to have taken to calling Mrs Kim, Aunt Kim, and Mrs Edie, Grams.
and im not really fighting it.
i am officially pretty much family.
its been decided.
and heck if i wanna come back to New York, i have been told by many people i have a place to stay.
haha

Angelica, New York

its my new favorite place.
its cute and fantastic.
It reminds me of a real life Stars Hollow.
And, i want to live here.
haha

seriously though
this New York trip has been so great.
i didnt even mind the ridiculously long drive up, it was fine.
the weather i know i am going to miss.
ohman
highs in the 70's, and in the middle of the summer to top it off.
I DONT WANT TO GO BACK TO 90 DEGREE WEATHER.
ha
dont make me!




BTW niagara falls is a beatiful.
ohman, if you think,
"eh..whats all the hoooplah for? Its just a bunch of water falls"
well seriously, your wrong.
its so goregous and really just reminds me freaking great God really is.



Only 2 more days!
D:

Brett Dennen

why do you make such amazing music?



"I believe that you were born
during an eclipse
and the stars named you moon child
then you come, you rise in to my sky
you stepped in front of my sun and it makes my whole world dark

and you light up the night
just like the moon
just like the moon you light up the night
and sometimes, sometimes I only get a sliver of ya
but I'm hopin', I'm hopin' for a full moon tonight

laid back and I'm restless in the daytime
and I'm chased by these shadows oh thats haunting me
and then you come with nighttimes woolly blanket
and you wrap me like a child who's been in the rain too long

and you light up the night
just like the moon
just like the moon you light up the night
and sometimes, sometimes I only get a sliver of ya
but I'm hopin', I'm hopin' for a full moon tonight

oh I've chased the moon, ya know I've tried
and each time I've tried, each time I've failed
and each time I get so down on myself
and I can't stand this pace of a snail
while the rest of the world pales all the night
ya know I
know that I can probably never be the same

'cause you light up the night
just like the moon
just like the moon you light up the night
and sometimes, sometimes I only get a sliver of ya
but I'm hopin', I'm hopin' for a full moon tonight

and in the night
I can feel your lovelight shining bright
falling down on me like autumn leaves
tell me how am i supposed to fall asleep
and in the night
I can feel your lovelight shining bright
falling down on me like autumn leaves
tell me how am I supposed to fall asleep"

Oh Hai Sunburn

Hows About you Go away?
NOW.
for realz though, sunburns suck.



But, i have an interview in the morning at Childcare Network.
This is where i reallly want to work.
So many of the kids from ABC are there now, and i need to see them ha
if nothing else, i should get to see them tomorrow when i go in for my interview
:D

well FML

i didnt work enough/earn enough money in 2008

so i apparently dont qualify for unemployment.
its unfortunate but i guess thats just an extra shove for me to get a job soon
even though i had already decided this no working business just isnt for me

OH the pain

I went to Summer Waves today with my church
and oh my heck
i am so BURNT.
it hurts so bad.
D:

but, i had a lot of fun, and it was really just a good day.

ALSO
dominique texted me and told me that there have been a bunch of people looking at the daycare, thinking of buying it and hiring all the staff back on!
ohmygoodness i can explain the happiness that i would feel if this happens.

and i have gone and got my hopes up for this.
PLEASE JESUS.
please.
:D

yeeaaaahhh!

so i found out what those texts from my friend were about.

She was trying to convince her parents to let me go to New York with them!

and happily, i can!
:D

im super excited.
and, while its not in NYC, its the country in New York.
still, its very exciting.
away from the south and its humidity and crazy heat.
FANTASTIC.
ha
also, were going to Niagara Falls which i am super stoked about
yayy!

Hmmm...

:text messages between me and Ashley:

Me "what are you hoping is a yes?" (in response to some twitter updates lol)

Ashley "you will find out soon enough dear ember"

Me "Oh a mystery"

Ashley "Yea pretty much"
"well, more like a suprise maybe"

Me "haha ohh surprises can be fun"

Ashley "Yea, i just hope this one works out"

Me "Well surprises are good, so i hope so too! Whatever it is"

well what on earth...haha
:D

and i cried

oh how i cried today at the daycare.
so much.

well, i cried when Jack left, but other than that i was good.
really.

until i walked into the baby room where dominique was and she was crying her eyes out.
then ohmylanta
i joined in of course
ha
it didnt help either when i ran out to see Ronny before he left with his mom, that while talking to her, the two of us began to cry.
ohmygosh.
its really exhausting, all this crying.

and i still havent eaten dinner.
i need food.
but there is nothing in this house.

on a brighter note

can we take a moment to note the FIERCENESS and HOTNESS that is Mindy Kaling?
Yes?
well alright if you say so
:D



her twitter gets me sooo bad.
she is effing amazing.

RIP

not michael jackson or farrah fawcett
im talking about ABC Childcare.

the daycare is effing closing and im sooo not ok with this.
besides the fact that im going to be unemployed.
there are so many kids im going to miss

i cant really comprehend never seeing this kid again








it seriously is making me cry thinking about it.
D:

is it lame..?

that one of my favortie memories from Younglife is riding on the bus on the way to camp, watching High School Musical, and everyone

literally everyone

was standing and singing the songs together.
It was ridiculous and fun and one of those things that just sticks out in my head.
gah i miss YL so much.