please lord

let me raise the money for this trip.
i want nothing more than to be able to go.

i cant even imagine how amazing its going to be if i can make it.



crooked creek...
here i come?


i sure hope so.

currently

sitting in my room

ridiculously bored

sick of my dad

listening to the spice girls

in desperate need of a shower

in desperate need to see friends.

crap

GOAL.

1.get a job
2.Save up lotssss and lotssss and lotsssss and lotssssss of money
3.get to New York City.
4.go to many broadway productions. Wicked, Chicago, and Rent(if its still running) to be specific. there are others, those are the main ones i want to see.
5.buy lots of amazing clothing.


im pretty sure it will be a really long time before this happens. oh well.

its kind of ridiculous that my feet are still in pain from walking around disney gradnite.
like, im not even standing up, but they are just in pain
sheeeesh lol

i slept so much tonight
and im still tired
i guess that could be because i didnt get to sleep until 5 in the morning and then i woke up at like nine.
maybe..hah

im not even sure what to write here. i had so much i was going to say, now i cant think of anything.
i guess im done then. lol

really now?

"All I know is that you're so nice, You're the nicest thing I've seen. I wish that we could give it a go, See if we could be something."

i always do this

i decide it will be a good idea to go and look at pictures of my cousin that used to live with us
its never a good idea
all it does is make me cry
and miss him even more

if you dont know the situation, my family basically raised him for the first couple years of his life.and then after his mom got herself together and could care for him, up and took him away and refuses to let us see him. its been probably a little over two years since we have been able to see him and it sucks more than you can imagine.

Spring Break

spring break has been so fun

monday i just chilled out and was a bum
went to IHOP with Lara and got them whocakes. yea, they were so good

today i went to the Jax zoo with kendra nique and sam. it was amazing. so fun.
amazing jam session on the way home.
Read a Book. Nigga.

tomorrow were going to the beach.
im pretty excited about that as well. good times.

sadly, i have to stay home on thur and fri with my madre, becuase she is having surgery. i feel bad for saying that, but its my last spring break of high school and i have to spend two days of it at home bored.hmmph.
oh well.

im babysitting sat night. thats my money for gradnite. holla. i am too stoked for gradnite as well. agghhh.
there is so much stuff going down right now!

there are so many random things i want from fred flare
including, but not limited to..

http://www.fredflare.com/customer/product.php?productid=1699&cat=254

http://www.fredflare.com/customer/product.php?productid=2332&cat=254

http://www.fredflare.com/customer/product.php?productid=646&cat=254

http://www.fredflare.com/customer/product.php?productid=3298&cat=254

http://www.fredflare.com/customer/product.php?productid=3223&cat=254

http://www.fredflare.com/customer/product.php?productid=4068&cat=254

yup.ha

zoo tomorrow! =]

aint life grand?

except, not so much.

ugh. i hate this.
but at the same time, i dont hate it in any way shape or form.




and you sir, sure arent helping me.
=/